Are You Ready?

March. Time Flies.

I think I am more than just ready afterall. But it was too late while there is no one ready for me. Not sure if I am moving too fast or I am far more laid back than others.

I guess I am a lousy player in the game called love. How to deal with someone when you are not sure he/she is into you? I am not sure. Not sure if I want for a serious relationship, I have phobia with it, guess is just the matter of time, my one not shown up yet. But I am kinda sure I want someone to be my side, to just comfort me, to just look at me whenever I wanna be.

Thought that I found someone like that, once again, I stepped back. I was too scare to even fool around while I am not sure if I will be the one who get fooled at then end.

Once again, proved that I am the loser. =)