My Blasting Sunday

It was a nice sunday, wake up very very early. Went to TITI for a one day trip with my dear poppa, momma, ah Bi, Sherry, and uncle and auntie. Had our breakfast there. Sleepie @.@

=Famous kuih in TITI, been on Tv before lerr=

=Birds Fight=

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Then we quickly rush back home in the afternoon, cause we have other plans, hehe.. bao ba zang!!!

Auntie Ivy be our si fu and teach us step my step how to make a niceee ba zang.

=The Ingredients=

=Me concentrating in making the nicest Ba Zang=

=Tasha's piece of art=

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Then rush back to Sunway again after my nicee sunday reunion dinner, and meet up with my frens. They want drink, I don't enjoy it. So I suggest a place we all can have fun. Karaoke!!!!! They drink, I sing, Win-Win rite?

=Danial.CY.Edwin.Stefanie.Me=

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My lil niece just cut all her hair even her eyebrow into botak today, but ah yi was too busy to go visit her today. Hmm... Cant wait to see her, my cute lil fellow.

Thats all for my sunday.

I want to go Zouk this thurs, anyone???

Love don't come cheap

I still remember how I brought up myself from the previous time I failed, I still remember how people saying that I look more beautiful than before. But this time, I still seems like retarded afterall. No one failed me, except for myself. I tried so hard to make myself look better, happier, but it wasn't real. I still feel lonely somehow, I still look up for someone's care pathetically, when I know it wasn't suppose to be like this. I don't need that to move on, when at the end I will just digging the hole deeper and deeper.

I am a very emotional person, always do things without any thinking. I want a lot of support, a lot of positive energy from everyone, some courage maybe. Isn't it obvious that I am bring up myself, a bit slow, a bit retarded maybe, but at least I still trying.

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I am very bad in dealing with guys, I actually prefer they turn out to me first. If you are interested, do let me know, don't put me on try, cause I am definitely the worse player in this game.

I got freaked out, from the past relationships, that promises can't be trust, that "I Love You" can't be trust, that "I Will Try" can't be trust. I wanted it so badly and ends up I lost all my bet. It was a wrong game, with the wrong player, wrong chips.

All I want now is just something easy, really easy, just company, probably two lonesome walks together and be with each other.

Guess I am just too lonely.

I had lots of grumpy these few days, getting emo cause feeling myself unappreciated, but God guide me to this video. Once again, I remember I am so blessed that everyone I loved still besides me.

Thank you, for reminded me once again that I am blessed.

A letter for you

My dear Lil Baby Niece,

I don't know when will you get the chance to see this, maybe 10, maybe 15, or maybe you will not have the chance to see this forever, but still, I wanted to tell you how much you have inspired me.

I want to tell you that you are more than just welcome to the world, especially to the family, at this point of time. After so many things had happened, your presence is more like a miracle, a sign of more hapiness and a sign of peace.

You make me fee brand new, after I have done so wrong in so many things.

You are going to grown up into a very beautiful girl. You will be such a wonderful human being to love and to be loved. But still, you will need to go through a lot of shits that will pull you down, but I know you will deal with it better than I do. I know you will know how to love yourself more than I do. I know you will keep your tears for the one you think is worth, I know you will be loved. And you know we all love you.

My inspiration, My niece.

Hearts

=Ah Yi=

xoxo

Phew

Finally done with my brother's wedding

Congratulations to my dear Dai Lou and Dai Sou. ^^


p/s More photos will be uploaded soon. I am SUPER HOT today!

I Heart Her

I seriously running out of words. Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha is all I can say now.

Baby Girl, Un-named. 2.6kg. My Niece.

Ah Yi promise you that I will sayang you to the max, and I bet you too.

=XOXO=

A Long Post

Okay... very well, I haven't been update for like a month. But can't blame me lah, coz my lil blooggiee not popular at all, get no response everytime I wrote something, got bit fed up d lor.

Now I am back again, cause i seriously need money, since i signed up with the Nuffnang thing, see if it could help me top up my bank balance or not lor. HeHe... Friends, tolong support support okk?? Senang senang click into my blog and view view, make the visitor counter up up up.

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Okay, what have I done the past few weeks? (I had a lot of idea what to write moments ago, but now dunno where they all go dy. >.<)

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The weeks before this was a huge mess, I still remember someone told me not to haih haih haih, and my reply was, "Not that I want to haih haih haih, cause there is nothing to let me Ha Ha Ha!" And he claimed that I need a boyfriend, hmmm... I admitted, I want one! *o* hehe.

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Finally, I permed my hair. It turns out to be ok. A lot people say I look better with the new hair. *o*

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Hanging out quite a lot with Aub and CY, as usual, endless topic, non-stop talking even we just meet up not more than 24 hours ago.

Shabu Shabu, Puchong. They don't seems like enjoyed it much. But I still like the place, Hehe...

Thank god they are here, Aubrey who suppose to be a fully committed student, still willing to spend time with me whenever I am bored, and CY who needs to work, stayed up with me till late. XOXO

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30.4.09

Its public holiday tomorrow!!!

A lil shopping retreat yesterday, another 2 pairs of shoes for me, WTF, like 7 pairs in less than 2 months time. And the worse thing is, I still think that I need more. >.<>

I was suppose to just go sing K with ling and yoyo, end up, I bought like 2 pairs of heels and a dress and a hair band and......... forget d lah. After that we don't dare to step in any shop and wanna get rid from that place ASAP.

Feel so badly wanna go for party, purposely stayed up. But it was seriously too jam so we go Neway, yeah, I went sing twice in a day!

We had some great time. Sharon, Kevin, CY, Me.

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What else ahh???

hmmm...

Oh ya.. Currently addicted with a game called Left 4 Dead.

You all should really go try it out, kill all the zombies like how you kill all your troubles. Wooohooo!

Thanks a lot to Edwin for bringing me to CC and teach me patiently, and now I am getting better and better. At least don't get killed that much d. HeHe.

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I still in the mood to go party, but recently all the people kinda getting bored of it. So no chance d, but whatever lah, as long as I don't have to stay at home alone so much, don't get the chance of being emo too much, no party will be damn fine for me. HeHe.. (But if there is still any goes on, bring me along lah, pleaseeee...)

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Oklah.. I am seriously running out of idea d.

But I will keep update. He He... I want my pay! >.<

Please please please and please help!!!!!!!

Good night and good day everyone!

=XOXO=